Nifer's MindSay Blog http://selfncreativity.mindsay.com Nifer - MindSay Blog http://selfncreativity.mindsay.com/the_nightmares.mws selfncreativity 2007-08-02T06:08:56-05:00 <![CDATA[The Nightmares]]> http://selfncreativity.mindsay.com/the_nightmares.mws the nightmares still come
they won't go away
the claw at my skull from inside my brain
they reach out and tear thro its fleshy remains
thro tattered and broken grey matter i feel their screams...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/selfncreativity/the_nightmares.mws http://selfncreativity.mindsay.com/im_screaming.mws selfncreativity 2007-06-18T06:06:30-05:00 <![CDATA[I'm Screaming]]> http://selfncreativity.mindsay.com/im_screaming.mws i'm screaming at the wall cuz i'm trying to get out
i'm screaming cuz its all i can do
i'm screaming cuz every time i claw
my nails snap off and my fingers bleed
every time i punch or kick

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If looks could kill I'd've killed u long ago

I just thought that u should know

Slit my wrists n hope to die

For all the times you've made me cry

What the fuck do u want from...

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There is no God or justice in this world so unkind

Days like today secure this further in my mind

You've made me bleed and caused cells in my brain and liver to die

Pumped my...

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A year ago today and about 2 hours ago, Shadow was put to sleep. For those of u who don't know the story with Shadow, I'm not going to bother to repeat it because I have linked here every single entry that i've...

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*~this is another poem that was originally an entry on blackmamba, my main blog for those of you that don't...

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this is a poem i just wrote about animal abuse and domestic violence. the second verse is based off of experience, (if u dun know, Brian hit Shadow once a little over a year ago. R.I.P. Shadow<3) but...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/selfncreativity/please_dont_hurt_the_kitties.mws http://selfncreativity.mindsay.com/creativity_inspired.mws selfncreativity 2006-11-20T08:11:08-05:00 <![CDATA[Creativity Inspired]]> http://selfncreativity.mindsay.com/creativity_inspired.mws These are some pictures I took of Leela while I was stoned earlier. I was amazed that she was up that high n I wanted to preserve it, n then I noticed the lighting on her n decided to try to take some artsy photos. i...

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I'm trapped in my own mind again

Trapped here with these thoughts of you

Trapped with how much I think I love you

And that you hardly know me, too

I was finally getting over you...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/selfncreativity/fuck_you.mws http://selfncreativity.mindsay.com/lie_to_me_mary_jane.mws selfncreativity 2006-08-06T04:08:24-05:00 <![CDATA[Lie to Me Mary Jane]]> http://selfncreativity.mindsay.com/lie_to_me_mary_jane.mws

The soul twisted and broken

That's managed to survive

Saved somewhere inside her

Is a happy side.

The haunting thoughts of memories past

Make her pain hard to...

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